Gratitude List

Things I'm grateful for this month:

Imbolg
Pancake Day
Getting new slippers
The new series of The X-Files starting
Going to a Turkish restaurant with my belly dance group for our (belated!) Christmas meal
Chocolate Easter eggs- already in the shops!
Kinder Mini Eggs
The Winter trilogy- I'm currently reading the last one, A Witch Alone

Gratitude List

Things I'm grateful for this month:

Going to the beach
Chocolate milk
Cadbury Mini Eggs- they're in the shops already!
Mike Dooley's (TUT) 30 Days of Infinite Possibilities project
Spyro: A Hero's Tail- I've been replaying it.
Library books
Wimpy
Amanda Galatica's free 30 Day Prosperity Course- Get it when you sign-up at her site: http://amandagalactica.com/

Resources Page

I don't normally post on here on a Tuesday but I just created a new Resources page, so I thought I'd do a quick post about it.

It contains a list of all the self help/personal development and Law of Attraction (LOA) websites and books I've found useful over the years. I hope other people find them useful too. :)

It's on the sidebar on the right of the blog and I'll also link to it here: http://fallingpetalsuk.blogspot.co.uk/p/resources.html

Manifestation Story

I write about the Law of Attraction (LOA) on here and today I thought it would be nice to share a manifestation story as an example that it does work. :)

I like to go in Marks & Spencer (department store) sometimes and have a look around. There's a perfume they sell there called Rose Imaginaire by Roger & Gallet. I've liked it for ages but at £32 it was a bit expensive for me (also £32 felt like "too much" to spend on perfume). So whenever I went in there I would try on some from the sample bottle they had. Sometimes I would go in there just to try it on, lol.

Then just before Christmas I went into Marks to try some on again and there was a saleswoman who was selling the Roger & Gallet perfumes. I tried different samples and she gave me a sample of another one called Fleur de Figuier. I found out from her that they do smaller bottles for £17. (I think the smaller bottles were there before but I hadn't noticed them).  I'd received some money from a relative for Christmas, so a few days after talking to the saleswoman I went back and bought the smaller bottle of Rose Imaginaire for £17. :)

Here's a picture of the perfume:

Gratitude List

Things I'm grateful for this month:

Yankee candles
Sister, Sister being back on
The weather not being too cold for this time of year
Buffy the Vampire Slayer being back on
Yule coming up
Starbucks' gingerbread coffee
Christmas decorations
Christmas!

The Love Project- Friendship

Continuing my Love Project series I'm now going to move on to friendship. This will be quite a personal post which makes me nervous but I'm going to have a go at writing a more revealing one!

Friendship is a bit of a difficult one for me. I've had a complicated time with friends over the years. When I was at first (primary) school I had several friends. One of them moved to Sheffield about the end of Year 3 (I was 8). Another one moved to the Isle of Man. They both had the same name actually!

Then I moved to middle school and made more friends there. In Year 7 (ages 11-12) my best friend at the time (my oldest friend) seemed to turn on me and acted weird towards me. Also at the end of Year 7 another friend moved to Bedfordshire. I really didn't like school in general then because I was bullied and I hated going. I often had days off because I just couldn't cope with going, so I was relieved when middle school finished for good.

I was nervous about going to secondary school but it was better than middle school, I wasn't really picked on anymore. I was even in a class with some of the kids who had teased me before but they were ok now! I made new friends and things got better with my old friend although they weren't quite the same. I made a new best friend as well. But towards the end of Year 9 (ages 13-14) she turned on me as well. She stopped speaking to me almost overnight and I never knew why. She didn't want to sit next to me or anything, turned away and stuck her fingers in her ears if I tried to speak to her! It was devastating. It really hurt me and I just couldn't understand why she didn't want to be my friend anymore. I knew that she had personal problems and I tried to understand but I just couldn't understand why she took it out on me. My grandad had died the autumn before and I just couldn't cope with school anymore, so I left at 14.

After that my depression got bad and I also got OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder). I think it started when I was still at school but it didn't get really bad until I was 16, when it got tied in with my health anxiety. I isolated myself from my old friends and people in general, I didn't go out much.

I gradually got back in touch with a couple of friends from school through letters and email/instant messenger but I was scared to see anyone. I went through a really bad time in general.

Since then things have got better. Most of my friendships these days are through belly dancing. I see my dance friends the most socially, at class and events. Most of them are older than me, about 15 to 20 years, (or more) but we get on well. I also got into penpalling in my late teens and it's been nice getting to know people that way. I've known a few of my penpals for a while, a couple for about 10 years.

So I know how important friendship can be. Good friends can really make a difference in your life. I thought I'd share about some good articles on friendship. :)

Gratitude List

Things I'm grateful for this month:

My PS3- I was watching some DVDs on there because I was having problems with my DVD player.
The last of the autumn leaves
Roses still on the bush outside my window
Mr. Kipling's Frosty Fancies
Gingerbread whirls
Connecting with others online
Coke and popcorn
Twilight and New Moon- I've been re-reading them.